songs of the sumday
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a letter in the mail said I'd been summoned
as a pillar of our proud society
I reported on the date
to that building off the interstate
and slid in line as they directed me
it was early summer morning
before sunrise
there was still dew on the grass
and window sill
when I reached the front
I signed and took a rifle
wonderin' whose time and come
to pay their bill
there were six of us in all standin' together
no one spoke but nodded
greetings somberly
the youngest prolly few months
outta high school
and the oldest, she looked at least seventy
we filed out to the courtyard at the signal
where the warden gave a cordial talkin' thru
he said only one was loaded with live ammo
so you won't know if shot that got him come from you
then they brought the condemned out
to face comeuppance
and I knew him from the papers
and his trial
here before us stood
one dirty goddamn devil
whose only effort at remorse
had been a smile
the sun was creepin' up above the ridgeline
when they ordered us to aim our rifles true
I looked in his eyes and he glared back
in mine as well
and it felt good to be the one
give him his due
the warden hollered "fire!" and we fired
but the guilty man before us failed to fall
and I heard a whimper down the line a little from the one refused their civic duty call
"Does this mean I"m free to go?"
the condemned questioned
"Not a chance," came back
the warden's cold reply
"Just because one citizen's too soft
to shoulder the burden
doesn't mean that you don't
still deserve to die"
new rifles with new rounds
were quickly issued
but from six our number'd
dwindled down to five
didn't say how many got real bullets
this time
but Lady Justice wasn't one to be deprived
once more direction came to aim and ready
as the condemned stared down
the barrels of his debt
suddenly his posture wilted like a sunflower
and in his eyes formed tears
of too-damn-late regret
now I'm not a man
who let's emotion govern me
and I've respect for the law and order way
but when the warden hollered "fire!"
with such vengeance in his tone
my heart wouldn't let my fingertip obey
for contempt they made me serve
a three day sentence
even charity sometimes can earn the chain
all the others had obeyed
the warden's order
so my sympathetic gesture'd been in vain
solitary gave me plenty time to reckon
once set free set off a man without country
maybe eye for eye's a policy long practiced
but how civilized can any killin' be